curcol :)

Aku cuma pengen cerita pengalaman hidup orang yang paling aku banggakan. Mungkin malam ini dia sedang duduk tersenyum melihat indahnya bintang yang selalu dapat bersinar dan tersenyum kepadanya, berkata kepada bulan kapan aku dapat selalu tersenyum sepertimu, kapan aku dapat menjadi seorang yang ikhlas menjadi sepertimu yang selalu ikhlas menerangi dunia yang gelap ini, dan kapan aku bisa menjadi seorang yang tetap bertanggung jawab sepertimu yang bisa selalu melaksanakan tugas mu, tak pernah tidur demi untuk menemani malam dunia nan gelap, dan tak pernah ingin menyerah begitu saja pada awan nan mendung, aku salut pada keindahan malam dan semua ciptaan Mu Ya Rabb. Dia adalah wanita yan di lahirkan di bumi kini bukan dari keluarga yang mewah sehingga ia harus bisa berdiri sendiri dengan segala kemampuan yang ia bias, dia juga anak yang selalu mengharap apa-apa yang berasal dari orang tuanya. Orang tuanya selalu mengajarkan bagaimana ia bias menjadi manusia yang bertanggung jawab, mencari uang dan bias menghidupi hidupnya sendiri sehingga dia bagaikan hidup pada orang lain, Ingin rasanya ku memeluknya ketika ia menangis bercerita tentang hidupnya.

Kehadiran laki-laki yang begitu ia cintai saya fikir akan membuat dia bahagia, namun aku salah. Dia selalu bercerita dan menangis bahwa dia memilih lelaki yang salah dan itu semua baru ia ketahui setelah dia hancur, aku ikut hancur katika mendengar itu semua. Dia tak mungkin lepas dari lelaki tersebut. Dan menyerahkan semua yang tidak mungkin diberikan kepada lelaki lain. Aku hanya dapat berkata, sabarr sayangg semoga dia memang yang terakhir untuk kamu dan dia dapat merubah sifatnya.

Tak selamanya semua yang berawal buruk akan berujung buruk pula teman. Aku akan selalu dini, di sampingmu menjagamu dan terus akan mengabarkan padamu bahwa semua dapat di perbaiki ,termasuk memperbaiki kesalahanmu pada Tuhan, Allah maha pengampun, Taubat Nasuha obatnya sayangg. Aku tetap adadisini hingga kau menghembuskan nafas terakhirmu, sampai kapan pun kau yang terhebat kau yang akan aku bangga kan selalu, aku yakin kita satu aku. Kita akan jalani semua bersama ,sahabat :)

My journal

One more for my writing journal. Lecturer I asked my 12 for journal writing. While I no longer knew what to write on this text. This morning I studied translation for the short term then i went home to rest, after my shower late morning and midday prayer and changed my clothes for work, I went to work and arrived at my workplace, my activities as usual. After that I was thinking how I finish writing this journal, because I've run out of material and I do not know what to write and tell me power. I try to keep typing what I think about this. at 4 pm I should be home from work soon, tomorrow is a holiday and I do not work, I keep writing this until now I stopped and could not write this journal again.

But I think its very little to posting in my blog, I try to continue this journal until I can think again. I hope after I finished my writing task and after I make this blog, I hope My lecture give me A for my score. Thanks sir :)

Driving

            When my father bought a car, I feel happy because I thought I could use it. But I can not drive a car so I had to learn. My parents suggested that courses in the course car, but I do not want to because I have friends who can teach me driving.
She name's is Fira friend of my classes in English language department, in the afternoon I called Fira to come to my house and taught me to drive, and he was willing. Moments later she came to my house and we went to the MTQ to learn, arrived at the MTQ Fira directing the gas, brake, teeth, and clutch. I am a bit hard to understand because the bar at that time I learned to drive. But Fira taught patiently, and finally I understood, then I learned to walk slowly Fira advised me not to step on the gas too strong. I followed her words and when I started a bit I can learn to replace teeth and controlling the clutch, brake and steering wheel, it's a very difficult thing. I almost gave up but Fira still teaches me patiently.
        After a week I finally learned to drive I can and I've dared to bring his own car everywhere, it's all thanks to Fira and persistence I learned, thanks Fira :)

my dream

When the time I graduated from senior high school I want to register go to school police woman, but my parents did not support me to enter college. But my own trying to register on Poltabes that time, all materials are complete, I prepare a week before the closing of registration. At the time I came to Poltabes to register and collect the material, after a long wait for my name called and turns out I did not pass the material because at that age I was approximately 3 months to 17 years. I am very disappointed and as promised my parents that I would follow their will if I do not pass the test.

Then my parents enrolled me at Edinburgh University in the Joint Entrance Examination (UMB), but I did not graduate and I graduated in SNMPTN English department. I do not quite master the English language, I do not know if I will pass the test. Even before I was promised when I signed my English department will use the veil. And in fact I graduated so I have to wear the veil to the present. I do not feel compelled to wear the veil, because I realized how important close our body, a man will be reluctant to us, they will appreciate more and be more polite to us, a normal man would be attracted to women who show off the beauty of her body, first they would just look, for faith is not strong , there will be a feeling of wanting to touch the woman, woman wear veil was beautiful, pure, cool and very proud to see veiled women. Woman who wear veil are receiving guidance from Allah, none of the ruling that could flip reverse heart except Allah, pray for those who have not covered, so that they can be of guidance from God. Actually women compulsory wear a veil.

my birthday

          When I was ten years old, In my birthday my parents invited my friends. At the time I in elementary school. They invited all of my parents in my class and several friendships and my neighbors. The party on Sunday 1.00 pm. I feel so nervous because I will can be queen of the day. Finally, at the Sunday my parents and some people busy to prepared for my party. They make some food and drink, decorated my house, and prepared my cake for my birthday. After finished, my friend one by one came to my house. I must prepared my body. I take a bath, wear my dress ,make up my face and finally I looks beautiful. My mother proud with me because now I looks great already.

          At the time for started my party, host start from bismillah,  and as other party my party success and I am so happy. From my parents I got special gift, from my friends I got many gifts. My friendship gave me Winnie the Pooh bear. Since gift from my friend I am so like a Winnie the Pooh bear. My party finished, all feel beautiful moment. I remember that until now. I get so many gifts. 

My old friends

When I was child I have two best friends. I was born I kuala tungkal and live there with my parents till I in elementary school. My first best friend is Rini, She is a beautiful girl, she has white skin, frizz hair, sharp nose, friendly and she is a calm girl. She was born in 1991, She older I year than me. She can gave me good attitude and she is a good personality, and the second my best friends is Erna. She is a beautiful girl, she has a brown skin, flat nose, straight hair and she youngest than rini and I.

            When we child we often played in my fishpond behind my house. But at the day when we played, Erna falls into my fishpond. Rini and I can’t do anything because at the time we really youngest. Fortunately, my mother called me and saw that Erna in fishpond. My mother helped Erna, Erna can’t breath well. My mom pushes her stomach and Erna issue the water from her mouth and finally Erna conscious. Rini and I really afraid if her parents angry with us, but when we usher Erna go home her parents just said that we not allowed played around fishpond. And we promised that will not repeat again. But now we never meet after Rini and I finished from elementary school. Rini moved to Tasikmalaya with her family and now she has husband and daughter and Erna now has job in Tungkal and I just sometimes meet her. Rini ever give me letter from Tasikmalaya and just once. I missing her, I know she is a good personality. If I can, I want go to Tasikmalaya to meet her.

            Friendships never change whenever, wherever and till I can’t breath. They always near me when I need and always give me support if I get the problem. We very old friend and we really comfortable one each other. Anything together, starts from take a bath, eat, play, go to school till sleep together. I hope that one day I can meet them.            

happy person

In this world we have someone special or some times the special objects. For me in this world I have several special people. But first is mother is someone who makes me here in this world besides my father and first is God. Mother is someone who never tired caring me, protective me, and always here in my heart. I don’t know if without  my mom maybe I can’t stand alone, I need someone who angry with me if I’m wrong, I need someone to teach me about this live, religion and about knowledge and really I can’t without my parents. Every morning always cook to my breakfast, clean the house, and sometimes washing clothes. Sometimes when I have free time, I help my mother.

The second is my father. Alhamdulillah, I have father be responsible with his family, and give the best for family. Actually my father has 40 years old and for me he is young and sometimes he can’t control his ego, but I understand its effect from his age. Very much temptation in my family but God still care with us and every temptation have solution.

The last is my best friends and my boyfriend. They are people who always support me when I get the problem. Because them, I can calm and sometimes they give me solution. Above they are peoples can make me not give up, lucky I have them. Actually God will give the best person for us, and God can change the wicked people for us. I believe that  :)

God is fair

At 15^th of February I got the bitterest of experience. At 09.00 pm when I want go home from my workplace, I went by motorcycle near for my house someone behind me also used motorcycle followed me slowly. I don’t know that he want take my bag. First, he called me and called my name , I think he is my friend near my house but went I look his face I don’t know who his and he touched my shoulder and after that I can’t do anything. Maybe he used magic I don’t know that. I saw he take my bag and I still can’t do anything. But when he will take my key in motorcycle, I can hit his hand, and he run away with his motorcycle. I chase but he very faster in the street I meet with other person and I asked for help, they also chased but get nothing.

            I can’t do anything, I cried I lost my bag, my wallet and my mukena. In my wallet contains my money, my ATM, KTM, KTP, my registration card and other important letter. I think that its all lost I must create new again. When I arrived in my house, I tell with my parents while cried. But my parents said that let he take your bag and all yours, God will change more than its all. After that I can calm.

            In the next day, I go to police office to make lost letter and there I interrogated by police. I tell all events and finally they give me that letter, and I can create my Student card (KTM), ATM, and KTP although need long time but I can get it. After that even I am afraid and I carefully if I go home, I pray before I go home.

            In summary, I think God not give calamity with his people on the ability  and I believe that God will change its all more than it, although not now, and although we don’t know when it but I believe that God is fair and with this event I can carefully and always remember with God. Thanks God given me its all I know your mean.

My boyfriend

For teenagers in nineteen years old, has relationship with boy/girlfriend are not something new because it a process to adult. Like me, before my parents didn’t allowed me to have relationship with my boyfriend, but now they allow me have a boyfriend. Now I have a boyfriend, although he live not near me but I try to loyal with him, understanding his feel, and try to the best girlfriend for him. His name is Angga he lives in Ma. Bungo so far from Jambi. But I believe that he can make me happy till I married with him.

Before my parents don’t agree with Angga because he doesn’t continued his study from senior high school to university. But I can explain with my parents that he has good job and then he is a player football and he often out of town for the game like in Jakarta, Palembang, Kerinci, Aceh and the last is Bali. He and his group of football represent of Jambi city and Jambi has occupied in eight positions from the city in Indonesia. After that, my parents believe with me and agree I have relationship with Angga. I know that my parents want the best for their daughter and I believe that Angga will give me that and he can prove that with my parents.

I have relationship with Angga since December 7^th 2010. I think I can’t lose him, I don’t see by physically. Rich, handsome or anything, I just feel comfortable and I know that he can make me happy and I can smile anywhere and whenever I want. I make this article inspired by him and thanks for him because I can finishing this article for my assignment.

All at all I choice my boyfriend not see by personality, I hope that I can married with him till I can’t see this world, I can’t breath, I can feel happy and till I die. Maybe just it I hope with God and I hope God will be giving it for me.  :)

hihi :)

My Activity Today

In this article, I just want to tell about my activity today, On Thursday, July 28, 2011. Start from 7.00 am I wake up and then I take a bath. Before I go to campus, I must prepare my body, I must used clothes, and don’t forget I use a veil. I also make a powder, hand and body lotion, perfume, lip gloss and some time I use a make up. After that I have breakfast because I am very hungry. At 8.00 am I go to campus by motorcycle. Today I have writing class with Mr. Yanto my best lecturer that I know. Hihi  But I came late to my class, when I enter to the class actually Mr. Yanto more then fast enter in my class, and I late just thirty minutes, maybe.

In the class I just hear and see the explanation by Mr. Yanto and he explain about descriptive and then he give me and my friends assignment about describe about some one and he must go out from the class and the assignment must be collected at 10.00 am. Before I am very confuse whom I will describe, but finally I know who. Although he is my ex boyfriend, but it can helps me to finish my task.

            After finish the task, I invite my friends to eat in the canteen. My friends names are Ricka and Dini. We are going to the canteen, we eat Ayam Penyet. When we eat, suddenly Suryani send short message service to Ricka and she invite to singing in Inul vista, We agree and after we lunch we go to the Inul vista by motorcycle. Suryani, Galuh and Lia wait in lobby. When we come we can enter to the room, and we start to singing. We laugh, singing, and sometimes we dancing together. Its very have fun.

            Two hours elapsed, we go to KFC for eat again, there I meet my ex boyfriend, I am very surprised and I just smile with him because he with his girlfriend :(. But never mind for me, I don’t have feel as before after eat we go home but not for me, I must go to my workplace, because I have responsibility. And I am write this article when I work and finally I can finishing one my article for today.

            I feel so happy today, I can forget my problem and I can smile again although just little time. But I’m so happy thanks my friend. :)

Friendship

When I senior high school I have two friendship, her name is gita and dhea. We are together, doing our tasks together, play together even i deem they are my sisters. In the month of Ramadhan, we have plan to invite our friends  iftar together (open fasting together /buka bersama) i'm sorry sir i don't know english of buka bersama :).

At that time I lived alone in my house so I can invite friends to come in my house. We use a simple menu and we divide each task. I got a job cleaning house, managing the home, and prepare dishes,Gita as cheff to cooking the food and Dhea got a job, to buy all of equipment that will be cooked by Gita. We are very compact and help one each other. At 8.00 am Dhea go to Pasar Angso Duo to buy vegetable, fruit, and all of equipment that will be cook until noon and when Dhea arrive in my house Gita start cooking that will be prepared. I proud with Gita, She very smart cook. We help Gita to cut fruit for drinks, and cut the vegetables and meal. We are not feel tired although we fasting and doing many things because we doing that honestly and full with laugh. Hehe

Finally, all food and drinks  already to prepare. Alhamdulillah, my friends come to my house and the food not make them dissapointed, the food is delicious, enough and we are very enjoying. After we eating, we pray together. It's really the beautiful ramadhan. All feel togetherness pleasant. I want it all can repeated again in this Ramadhan. But it is not possible because of our far-flung places today. But I hope we will remain like this in ramadhan that I do not know when. I like lose them. I miss them all.

:'(

            For the story above I just can hope that I meet the beautiful of Ramadhan in next year with the same friends. Because in my brain they can’t change with other person.

Bitterest Experience

In this article i want to tell about my bitterest experience in my life. Story begins, on friday 25 February 2011 at the day i have schedule to study semantic in Unja Pasar at 8.00 am, but when i am on the street to going to my university heavy rain on the way and i stop to take shelter, and suddenly my phone ringing and my friends calling me to tell that the lecturer of semantic didn't came and no class for today, i was angry and i call my friends who can't i mention in this article and i change with Bunga. She invited me to her house because i and Bunga very close when it. Five teen minutes more i arrived in her house, and in Bunga's house a lot of what we do. At 10 am, i invite Bunga breakfast in outside, but she say that she want wait her boyfriend to take computer and give a lot of money for her. And at 11.00 am her boyfriend came and give bunga 1.4 million. After that we are going to the Solo Berseri to breakfast and then we are going to jamtos  to see a new items. We walk  up to the second floor, Bunga buy bracelet and after pay the bracelet bunga forget to enter wallet to her bag's. But we don't think about that. After that we go to the shoes store to see shoes, and the last we are going to the clothes shop and she look pants and she looks interested after try it, but when she want pay the pants. . . . . .apparently she realized that she forget enter the wallet into her bag, she look my bag and her bag but nothing her wallet.

We report to the security in Jamtos and they check our bag and the bracelet shop but nothing. And then Bunga calling her brother and police. Police is the the friends of her cousin. And the police check my bag and check the bracelet shop. But not results, about her wallet. And then we are going to home, but before we go home, Bunga borrow my money she want going to shaman. After Bunga go to shaman she come to my workplace and bring 1 bottled of water and contains a prayer from shaman and i must drink the water and than she go home. At night she send short message service and she asked me to accompany her to go to shaman again, and the next day i go to Bunga's home. But, apparently they accuse me and in her house there is her family, her boyfriend, and they call police to interrogation me. I don't know why my best friend can do it, more trusting shaman than me. Her family also forced me to return the Bunga's wallet.

I can't do anything i just cry.  And then i call my parents, when they come and clearing the problem her family still not accept and want enter me into jail, but the police say that no evidence incriminating me. The problem clear but until now i and my friend not a friend again and the wallet not found until now. I can take this made ​​the lesson for me. This is bitterest experience in my life, and for sir i hope this article don't read in front of my friends because she take our lesson in writing 3. 

 I know that god is fair and i believe that god never sleep. God know what the best for me. I just wait the miracle from God, and I hope that the miracle can change this situation. :) AMIN

My Family

Name :Frasischa Pungky

Nim : A1B209043

My name frasischa pungky, i was born in kuala tungkal on 6 February 1992. I have some hobbies, one at all is listening music. I like listening music because i can remove all stress i my head, from many tasks from my lecturer and i think so many advantages of listening music.I was the first child of three siblings. I have a sister who is very funny and they are all good brother to me, although sometimes they do little to make me angry, but they keep a good brother. I also had a father who is responsible for the family, my father was not a harsh father or like my curb, he was more able to understand me, can take a joke.

 Then my mother also was a good mother who made ​​me learn to be responsible and be a good boy. My parents always taught me how to behave well, they teach us the science of religion, and they taught us a lot about the meaning of life. I am very proud of them, I am proud to be among them. Perhaps my family did not come from wealthy families but we are able to live independently, and we are happy little family is always together.

            A happy family not should have much money, rich, or other reason just have a complete the members of family, have a good habits and have faithful with god. Only that who can make a happy family. :)

Insya Allah, Amin